Today

I am pissy today, I don't know why, I just am. I think it has a lot to do with starting 

back to work. Or maybe it has something to do with getting in a big fight with the 

hubby this morning, come to think of that may be the result of my pissyness. I can 

say that I'm happy to hear that I'm not crazy, honestly in my last post I thought I 

was revealing something that was going to get me committed. Turns out, I am just 

like everyone else on these IF blogs, so either we're all fine, or we're all crazy.

Ok, so lets start with work. My first day back was yesterday, and it started with a 

prenatal yoga class. Yup, jumping right back into the sea of baby bumps! Later that 

evening I taught my HypnoBirthing class, more baby bumps! Last nights class was 

special because I called in guest speakers, happy new parents and their itty bitty 

little newborn. I usually have couples come in and talk about their HypnoBirth on

the last day so the soon to be parents can hear a story from a real live couple 

(rather then the birth video's). For some reason though, this time was really hard

on me, I had to turn away as they talked about how amazing the experience was 

and how in love they are. 

Today I am off to help a client with her newborn for the afternoon, this babe was 

born early in Sept. and he's giving his Mommy a hard time, so off I go to hold the baby

so she gets a bit of a break. Shortly after that I will be teaching a prenatal Auqafit, my

favorite class, but on any given thursday there is nearly 25 pregnant woman in 

attendance. Tomorrow is more of the same thing, the next day too, it never ends.......

all day, everyday I am trying my best to swim in this sea of baby bumps, but today 

I'm finding it really hard to find the surface.